Hope you having a good day. Right ? Great. Enjoy.
Me ? You yourself know. Who can know better about me than you.
Well, let me come directly to the point about why I’m writing this letter to you.
You gave me a father who doesn’t care about his family. Who never show affection for her daughter. Who never cared about her daughter. Who doesn’t know what’s happening with her daughter. Who doesn’t know what her daughter has to go through because of his irresponsibility.
All I asked for a fatherly love which I missed throughout my life.. I know you are there for me at my father’s place. I can feel your presence when I need you the most.
But why you always ask me to proceed when you know there is no way ahead ?
You always love to test me. I’m going through all your tests shedding my energy, my mental health, my physical health, my peace and many more. But still I’m maintaining a ground level of patience for my good, since you asked me to do.
But, what wrong did I do to see this day ??? Did I ask to you for this ???
Yes ! I asked you.. In Fact I begged you to give what is good for me. But, I never asked anything in particular. I was never Stubborn with you. I never spoke to you in anger. I never argued for all my bad phases you happily put me through. I never left you. Did I ?
I believe in my past life’s good deeds or sins. If i can rectify my past life’s sins in this birth, I agree and accept my pain and sufferings. I still have nothing to ask for myself.
I never put conditions on how my future should be. But bad people are spreaded everywhere to pull down other’s growth in this Kaliyuga. I didn’t do any wrong to them. My family didn’t do any wrong to any. So, I leave it to you to decide.
I don’t know what’s more I have to go through. But I will face with a smile because at the end it is your decision.
If following your words, your decisions and your instruction is leading or will lead to my own self destruction. I will accept that too on one condition. If you promise me a happy life at least in my next birth.
Need your blessings !